HEY EVERYONE I MADE A NEW XANGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHECK IT OUT CUZ IM THINKING ABOUT NOT USING THIS ONE EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS unloved_by_the_world CHECK IT OUT!!!!!!!!! ITS SPIFFY!!!!!!!!!!

~SARAH~

Everytime that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face gettin' clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dust to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

I know what nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life is in books' written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for tofay
Mabye tomorrow the good Lord will take you away

Dream On, Dream On
Dream yourself a dream come true
Dream On, Dream On
Dream until your dream come true
Dream On, Dream On, Dream On...

Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Mabye tomorrow the good Lord will take you away

My Reason Why

Can you love someone like me?

Can you love someone whose spirit is free?

Can you love someone who is free yet is trapped in their own fear?

Who is trapped where no one can hear?

Just tell me you’ll try to keep me from harm

Please tell me you’ll hold me in your arms

I won’t go anywhere

Unless your there

Just tell me please you’ll be there for me

Please help me be truly free

I feel nothing now

I can’t even remember how

I can’t remember the love I used to give

I can’t even remember my reason to live

What is my reason to breathe?

Why can’t I just leave?

Why do I walk among the living?

Why do I keep on giving?

I have given all of my love to so many

I have given my love to plenty

I refuse to give anymore

And I have no feelings to store

Please make the loving flame burn

After my life is over I will somehow return

I will come back as someone new

Someone who once flew

Someone who flew in the heavens and hell

Someone who triumphed and fell

All I have ever asked was to be kissed in the wind and the rain

To be kept from the hurt and the pain

Everything I ask for

Has been taken, ripped and tore

And yet no one cares

They only take what isn’t theirs

I refuse to live that way

I refuse to live a lie everyday

So I will leave for now

And come back later in life somehow

I will come back when everyone has a reason

I will come back when there is no need for treason

The reason I go, you have yourself to blame

You would have done the same

You knew I would do this all along

And you’re too late to tell me I’m wrong

You wouldn’t understand why

You wouldn’t understand why everyday I die

Hey ppl me and callie made our own xanga together!!!!! its called The_Bangettes   hehehe kool huh? u guys should check it out its so awsome!!!!!!!  me and her had fun making it.... hopefully my comp wont be a stupid head and not let me put pics me and her took while she was over!!!!! lol we were like on something i guess wen he took them cuz they r just crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!! well ill see wat i can do now... well bu bye ttyl ppl

~Sarah~

Currently Listening American IV: The Man Comes Around By Johnny Cash Hurt see related

hey ppl... got a bad head ake... or how ever u spell it.... how is everyone??? eh im okay its just some ppl in this house get into buisyness they need to stay out of before i blow up in their face!!!! alls i needed was a time and they went all high tech on the whole entire thing!!!!.... ARG!!!!! i need a punching bag!!!!! i need to get rid of some anger!!!!! BLAH!!!!!! arg arg arg arg arg!!!! well im gonna go or i might say a few word i dont want ppl to read!!!!!

~Sarah~